Thursday 14. May, 2020, kl. 05.00:


Sunday 17. May, 2020, kl.05.00:

I had just woken up when this incredibly surprising message came. With a friendly, full, gentle and calm voice without sound, the message came as thought, as strong and with character as with sound. Every word filled my head.

13.11. 2022.
God’s Communication with us humans. When God rarely wants to give us a message on something important, he does it this way: He gives a single man The Experience of Divine Love and Compassion. When the time is right, he gives the man instruction through the mans steering spirit, the man’s own father, about what he wants to tell us. Then the man receives a message from God in his own voice, communicated through the steering spirit. The message confirms what the man has written and tells.

Message from God is a milestone in the evolution of mankind that is mandatory for all populated planets in the universe. The message tells us clearly the truth of life after we have passed away: We shall stay on Earth as steering spirit with further spiritual and, so far, unknown technical development, and in peace among all people on the planet.There is no heaven. There is no hell.

We are pledged to bring forth to all people the Message from God. If we don’t take it seriously, refuse to spread the knowledge we get and stop fighting, we put ourselves at risk for more and worse trials and sufferings.

The summer 1979 I got The Experience of Divine Love and Compassion. That is the reason why I got this message now.

The Justice of God
As human beings we are steered to what we would have done, if we were set free.To God, we are guilt-free for what we do, but in our relation to other human beings, we are held accountable for what we are steered to do.(karma) If you hurt and humiliate someone, and apologize directly to the person, it will be deleted. If you do not, you will be directed to get paid back with the same coin.The best is to apologize as soon as possible after the mistake.

If you plan to kill another human being, and do it; then it does not help to apologize, for you have caused two spirits to loose the body they should live in. Then, in your next life, you will be killed, yourself. The exception is self defence. These sentences I first refused to write, and thought I could get away with it. But a couple of days later I got it one more time. Again I refused. Immediately Dad gave me such a bad anxiety that it left me no choice but writing it.

The first subject, on karma, was already known to me. But what the case is on killing, was unknown and so dramatic to me, that I, in case that I had misunderstood, refused to write it again. Then when I got that anxiety, I realized it was right, and that I was pledged to write for people to know it.

No escape
We have only this beautiful planet, the Earth, going in orbit through the space — but our leaders seems to be blind to the danger they create for all of us, our loved ones passed away, included, when they conquer each other to rule the world. We know that USA was allowed to drop two nuclear bombs on the Japanese. They are not excempt from getting back in the same coin that they gave. No one who misuse power in large or small are exempt from it. These sentences in “bold”, I first refused to to publish, so I deleted them. My dad let it pass, and I thought everything was all right. A couple of days later, I was back on the text and got it communicated a second time – and once again I refused. What happened next, was: My heart stopped completely. For the time of two beats. The feeling was terribly alarming — and I was busy getting it written again.

For us to have a human body to live in after we have passed away, we get to steer another human being.

My steering spirit, dad Magnus
It was the spirit of my dear Dad that communicated this good message to me, and which I shall pass on. He passed away in 1970, took over my body after another in the family, and since then he has steered my life. Not from the outside, far or near, but from the inside, with me in my body. So close that I thought I was steering myself. He makes sure that I am who I am destined to be in this life. Communication is calm, pleasant and with just the right amount of fun.

When a child is born, it receives a spirit that has been steering spirit of other people for three generations, and is to be reborn. In his new child body, he has not access to the memory from previous lives, or direct access to his own memory as human being. At the same time, the little child gets a steering spirit who is a close relative or friend of the same sex as the child. The steering spirit controls everything, including access to the childs memory. Both are steered by God and thus guilt-free.

“All are steered by me”
When I ask my steering spirit how it is possible for God to steer all of us, he reminds me of a quote of the German nuclear physician, Max Planck:
“As a man who has devoted his whole life to the most clearheaded science, to the study of matter, I can tell you as a result of my research about the atoms this much: There is no matter as such! All matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force which brings the particles of an atom to vibration and holds this most minute solar system of the atom together. . . . We must assume behind this force the existence of a conscious and intelligent Mind. This Mind is the matrix of all matter.”

― Max Planck, The New Science

Life on Earth is a reality theater where God is the producer, director and prompter.
We are all spirit. As human beings, we alternate between being an actor in the game, unaware that we are steered body/spirit during our lifetime, and after we have passed away — as a steering spirit for other people for three generations.

The Experience of Divine Love and Compassion
The experience of Divine Love and Compassion is well known in the East, both before and after the time of Jesus.These things was completely unknown to me in the seventies. I had only heard the term “Love and Compassion” mentioned by two foreign youths, who worked with us here in 1978. They had Love and Compassion as a guide in life. For me also, it was two good and necessary feelings we all can know.

The recipe for peaceful human coexistence is the same for all religions: Trust, respect, love, compassion and care for each other. And that is already common for those without any religion – like myself. Then we can consider ourselves a global family without religious dividing lines, and together find solutions for peace all over the world.

Global Divine steering.
Through many lives we have been steered to do what we would have done if we had been set free. To be both good and evil, secular, religious, both misusers of power in insatiable pursuit of wealth and control over people. Everything is distributed equally to everyone, so that no one is above the others.

Under Unconditional Divine Love and Compassion, no one is allowed to suffer demands for submission and obligation to worship and give thanks, forbidden food, mandated clothing. Or self-denial of your natural need for sexual pleasure and joy…all to please the strict and infinitely punishing God of religion. He does not exist, for he was a fantasy created by the fear of perdition. And the perdition was a falsehood that could be discarded. All this, which only removes security, well-being and the natural right to freedom and happiness, can now be discarded.

If we want peace and a good life on Earth for all of us; both as human beings and as governing spirits after death, we must effect peace across the globe—now, while we still live. We can make Earth a place we can all look forward to returning to after we’re gone.

It is equally important to my father who steers me, and of course to all our loved ones who have passed away, both recently and generations ago, and who now live inside our bodies, rule us and want peace. Now those who rule us have had the opportunity, through a steered person, to tell us that they live with us, and want us to get used to the idea that we are ruled. Therefore, it is vitally important that everyone do their best to spread the address of my website withMessage from God to the whole world and in all languages.

We are now on the brink of World War 3
We are robots and must now stop the fighting, put down the religions and work together for peace! If my account had been taken seriously, we could ideally have had peace when I published “Message from God”. But during the 2 1/2 years passed since then, large parts of Ukraine have been razed to the ground, thousands of people have been killed, and millions of people have been forced to flee their country. In addition comes the result of all the other conflicts around the world.

How far we are allowed to go, I don’t get to know, only that we eventually will be forced. If someone has taken me to mean that I am the one who is going to force someone, they have completely misunderstood. The steering spirit that each one of us has with us in the body is the one that can be allowed to force us. The method can vary between humorous and more serious, such as anxiety. And of the latter, it is the anxiety that the Gospel of Thomas says can destroy you, which is the very worst.

Gospel of Thomas
“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”

This means that it is the knowledge of the steering spirit that you have with you in your body, which you will now learn about and should tell other people about. Because if you refuse, you deprive both your governing spirit and yourself of the peace that God will introduce, and the steering spirit will be allowed by God to destroy you.

The anxiety that can destroy you (Gospel of Thomas)
Really indescribably awful.
I wrote this on 4. May 2022 after it was over: …Therefore I am now conveying a warning with the Gospel of Thomas, because this morning dad gave me a demonstration of the anxiety that can destroy man. It is absolutely terrible – far, far worse than the one I had previously been shown. I became frightened, completely despairing, the facial muscles and the whole body began to tremble as if it was on the way to dissolution. It lasted three hours – and I hope I never get it again. I don’t want others to get it either.

Humorous methods to make you aware that the spirit is inside you:
Tickling around nose, corners of mouth (smile). Disappears when you run your hand over the area.

He/she can pinch your big toe so that you jump towards the floor, shouting and laughing. It’s not painful, but it tickles all the way up to the middle of the calf.

Series of sneezes synchronously with a high opinion of yourself. Two increasing, and a violent third.

Compulsion to get you away from bad habits / living:
Sudden itching in the throat that starts a violent coughing that causes saliva, tears and snot to flow until you run out of air and just gasp.

Or that the jaw, in sync with a certain thought, on one side suddenly jumps halfway out of joint so that it slams when you chew together. Or that it gets stuck out of joint so that you have to use such force to get the jaws together, that the muscle is overstretched and becomes so painful that you can barely get food in for a couple of weeks.

Painful tendon strain / muscle cramp that the spirit can give you in a leg to get you out of bed in the morning, if you linger to long. It can be both comical and annoying too, when you have to jump up from the warm bed and stand there in an upright position while you try to get the cramp out.

Anxiety Extremely depressing and vicious feeling that starts in the stomach. It spread to the whole body and robs you of all joy and good feelings. Unbareable for a long periode of time(see chronological account, “The Program”)

None of those who treat others as they, themselves, want to be treated, need fear the scheme, but rather welcome it heartily. Because the steering spirit can teach us all folk customs, if we haven’t already.
Divine Love and Compassion
The experience of Divine Love and Compassion is well known in the East, both before and after the time of Jesus. Such things was completely unknown to me in the seventies. I had only heard the term “Love and Compassion” mentioned by two foreign youths, who worked with us here in 1978. They had Love and Compassion as a guide in life. For me also, it was two good and necessary feelings we all can know.

From here I will tell chronological the background for what has happened to me.
I had a good and exciting childhood in the 50s-60s Ytre Grytøy, sub-arctic natural paradise for kids to grow up, where most people made a living from fishing and small farms. As we grew, we had almost free access to play everywhere; in the mountains, on the shores, on the quays and the sea, where it suited us. There were quite a lot of people around, and help, if needed. We came home when we were hungry, and that was the normal. We learned to take care of ourselves.

The only thing that made horror for me in this paradise, was when I seldom visited, or had to be at Christian meetings and congregations, where there was silence, fear of God and preaching about life, the afterlife and the perdition. For me, it did not leave a single trace of joy. Therefore, I mostly stayed away, and thus I had a happy childhood. Luckily, no one in my family was Christian, but according to Christian preaching, they were doomed to perish if they did not repent. Then the grown-ups would be thrown into hell to burn forever, either when they died or when the day of judgment came. If that day came while I was still a child, I would, because of Jesus, go straight to heaven, while the rest of the family would go to hell.

As a 13-14 year old boy, I tried to imagine the scenario at the edge of the blazing hell. Jesus was going to pick me up and had to tear me apart from the others. Then the devil came and threw my loved ones out to burn forever. How could I thrive in heaven, thinking of the destiny they got? That would be my hell forever. The only solution I could think of, was that God didn’t let me remember it. But again, I thought it was awful. I could not imagine God being so angry and stern. Why did he have to get Jesus killed before he could be with his creatures? “Heaven” became just an emergency solution where I would never thrive. After this performance, I found it impossible to trust religion and did not let this eclipse my happy youth.
Yet, as a youth, I was of the opinion that there had to be a god, a creator behind all the wonderful life and the entire universe. But I have never been able to make any figurative conception of God. I thought that love, and divine love had to be unconditional. Jesus’ attitude to other people, to the outcast, the poor and the sick, his recipe for peaceful coexistence; love, respect, trust and care for each other, resonated with me. Moreover, he spoke against the misuse of power. But of course, one does not have to be religious to have such attitudes. I thought that if there was a god, it could be possible to make contact without any mediator from religious communities.

Research on my own body
I have always refused to believe blindly, but rather by my own experience, tried to find out what is true and to trust. Throughout the history of medical science, students have made far worse experiments on themselves than I did in the early 1970s. I had heard that a week’s fast would, on the seventh day, give an extraordinarily good feeling, but wanted to test the claim. Late autumn, and with body work, did not provide the most ideal conditions for the experiment. After two days, my half-tight nose, which had troubled me for most of my life, had become completely open. But after three days, the resting heart rate had dropped to 45, and then I was unsure if it was safe to continue, so I stopped the experiment, even though I felt OK. Water / liquid takes away the feeling of hunger. Then it was also interesting to know how it feels to be without food for so long. It was this attitude that led to my spiritual experiment.
Divine Love
The summer 1979, at the age of 33, I read about a woman in this country who had experienced Divine Love, and I would try to get the same. I also wanted to test the biblical statement: “Pray, then you will be given…” To steer clear of religion, I would turn directly to God, and here you get the words I said with my mouth, because I would at least hear it myself: “Dear God,” but then came the thought, “and Jesus, if necessary” – and I said it – “I would like to experience Divine Love, as this woman I read about.” I was unsure of what was needed, so I added the next thought I had; that I should become a Christian, if I got the love first, because I had heard that it would give an extraordinary good experience. All this I included, because I knew I would do this only once, and never again. By then I did not know that it was enough to say that I wanted to have the experience of Divine Love and Compassion.
If there should be any answer to get,I expected to get it right away. But it didn’t come. I must admit I felt quite a bit stupid, speaking out in the empty air for this experience. Afterwards, I had no expectation of anything, and I just wanted to leave it behind. But now I got a little anxiety that lasted the day out, to the next. It was strange to me. In the afternoon I went into the barn to see the rabbits our kids had. I felt a little sorry by them because I had not yet arranged a place for them outside in the summer sun. As I turned my sight and looked at them, it suddenly happened:

Divine Love and Compassion
The heart, the whole chest, the body was filled with love, compassion and joy, so good that it is indescribable. Along with this, I had an “inside” view of a pale golden light.
It lasted about 15 seconds before it slowly disappeared as I tried to hold it tight to make it last longer.
The love and compassion clearly felt coming from myself and were directed to the rabbits. The compassion I had neither thought of, nor asked for. It had its center in the heart. I was so happy that this really was possible to get, because I had almost no expectation of anything at all. I just wanted to know if it was possible or not.
This experience sweeps away all notions of both perdition and evil spirits, if one should have it. There is no place for such in this love. I knew immediately that Divine Love and Compassion is unconditional. It also gave me unlimited trust in what would happen later. I also realized that most things are possible. Hereafter, the promise of becoming a Christian became both unnecessary and impossible. But, because I had made the promise, I didn’t tell anyone about the experience. It could perhaps be taken to income for religion.
In the following years I lived without any uncertainty about life after death, even though I didn’t know where it was going to be, or what to spend time with. Many years later, when I came across the information that this experience have been known in the East, both before and after the time of Jesus, I couldn’t help but wonder if it was DL&C he, and others in the East, had got. In fact, and with no comparison to what more is told about Jesus, I couldn’t imagine anything higher than this.

Spontaneous healing
Later I experienced spontaneous healing three times, just by asking for it – the third time happened after 2012.

Hidden communication
In the eighties I was once with a group of 20-30 people, scattered in several adjoining rooms when I heard, in the middle of my head, one of them shouting my name. The character of the voice immediately told me who it was. The voice was weaker than one can hear with the ears, had narrower frequency band, but was very clear. Stunned, I reached to think that now the person is calling me, and quite right; now the person shouted: “Tor”, with a question. And now I heard with my ears. Today I know it was the communication system of the steering spirits I, for a moment, was switched into.

On June 15, 2007, we lost our dear first son, Terje, by drowning. Then the bottom fell out of existence for us parents, and for him who lost his big brother. Terje had just returned from his third winter at weather stations in the Arctic Ocean. He was a guy who enjoyed physical activity from when he was a baby. On his changing table his feet went like drumsticks, and when he was finally done there, the seams were cracked. As a nine-year-old, he emptied the savings box with NOK 300 and gave the collectors to a TV campaign for the poor. As an adult, he paid for a child on a caring home in the East, and who he also visited once. His sports activities, were paragliding, rock climbing and diving. In civil service he took firefighter education with smoke diving. While he was at the College of Engineering in Grimstad, he lived most of the time in a 25 foot sailboat he had bought. And now it was over. We were left just the memories of all his hitting and humorous comments and pranks throughout his life. During the following years, they helped with the emptiness and grief.
The Silver Cord severed
In the following years, I was plagued with muscle aches, swollen knees and sciatica. After a treatment at a chiropractor, and back home, I got an impulse to stretch my back. I let my head fall forward until it stopped. Then there shot a string sensation from the lower back, and about 20 cm up the spine, and one «string» from the lower back to the left hip, and halfway down the thigh. With open eyes, I pushed my head even further down. Then the sight was blocked, and I looked into a darkness where two seemingly flat, two-dimensional silver-shining bands, each with its chipped end stood totally still, forming a lying L. The longest band horizontally at the top, and with the chipped end to the right. The short one was standing vertical under the chipped end of the long band, with the chipped end up, but not in touch with the longest band. Out towards the ends of the chipped ends, they went from silvery, gradually turning to gold-glowing – as if with radiance. I could let my gaze wander from one side to the other and study the picture – a beautiful sight in High Definition. It looked like a perfectly stylized illustration of a rupture! The way I saw them, it seemed like they were 30-40 cm in front of my eyes, and the width of the bands 5-6 cm. As I lifted my head, the image disappeared and I could see normal. I was completely amazed and thought at first that it could be a physiological alert feature that this was dangerous. But then I became curious as to whether it could be repeated, and if so, perhaps could arise scientific interest. So I did it again, with the same result.

The program (Under editing)
The program, as I call it, is a difficult topic to go into detail on. Without comparison with Jesus in general, it is like a blueprint of what Christianity says about Jesus when he was tempted by Satan in the desert: “Satan came three times, but Jesus rejected him”. I got three rounds of experiences that will give outsiders the impression that evil forces tries to get access. I realized it could be perceived that way, but I never thought that was the case. What I tell, may sound scary for outsiders, and that is the purpose.
I also got thought communication with our dear son, Terje, and my Dad, who passed away in 1970. Clicks on the right or left side in the nose bone for YES/NO.
(I did not know that the whole program was set in action by my steering spirit, Dad, with assistance by the spirit of Terje.)

Forced to be a Christian
I was not religious, nor would I be. But I was forced by mocking dreams and physical occurrences which I was not able to understand, to fulfill the promise of becoming a Christian – the worst humiliation in my whole life. Here is what I wrote:

When the priest had said the last word of the little ceremony that followed, a freezing shiver went through me, as my body was shaking inside the down jacket, and with open eyes eyes I saw into in a darkness with the front of a glacier in white and grayscale. More than words, it told me: «Rejected, here you shall not be.» I have to add that the priest is an all right man, he just did what I had asked for. I thanked him for what he had done for me, and said goodbye. Relieved, I went home, because now it was done. Because I had promised being a Christian, I had to do it – and then be rejected, so that this promise should not bother me later. That was my first interpreting.

The God of Wreath and his Perdition
The next morning I got up in a normal good mood, then suddenly – as thrown at me: a sadness, abandonment, and helplessness, so extreme that words can’t tell. Again, with open eyes; I looked down into a wault of black and grays – a figure, kneeling, towards me, crouched with the face down, lost forever. The feeling lay all over the belly, almost like a fine-mesh “gray” network. It was so awful that I thought about how long it would last. After just one day, I would have to take my own life. And how does one do it as a spirit after death, with eternal time ahead? Without the experience DL&C, I would have been terrified, but with its support, I could feel without fear. While this was going on, I arranged breakfast, and after a while it had disappeared, without me noticing it, and without leaving any worries behind.

Now, before I talk about religious people, I will emphasize that I have all possible respect religious people and the kindness and compassion they show for other people. But not for what they believe about God, concerning his punishment.

I immediately realized that this experience is the very origin of the religions. It showed me what the religious is led to believe about God: Heartless, without compassion and only with disgust for the lost ones – on a scale that reaches into eternity. This belief portrays God as equal to Satan, or far worse, because God is almighty and could have prevented such an endless horrible destiny. Why are the priests allowed to indoctrinate the children, these most trusting people with this un-truth. Which blasphemy can get bigger?

Fortunately for all of us, Satan does not exist. But for some religious people, belief in such a god can legitimize any kind of bestial act. Because they will never be able to surpass their god in cruelty.
Therefore, religions are harmful and reprehensible. Love is better off without them. But, again – it is steered to be this way, and we are all bound to argue for a change to something better.

A pattern: The Truth contra the un-truth
The Perdition was just a sad sight/vision, and a set of horrible feelings which I had in the kitchen. It can be interpret as the realm of the dead and perdition, if you like, as in religious preaching. I put it in the trash without further ado. Simply because it is completely incompatible with Unconditional Divine Love and Compassion.

The idea is that you should dare to reject the experience as an un-truth. Because, when you have experienced DL&C, you know it is unconditional and Truth. Then you have to stick to it. Then when you receive the Perdition, you know that it is an impossibility, un-truth and you can safely reject it.

In religions, Truth and False combine to create the biggest, worst and most harmful paradox in existence. We see the result very clearly both in the news and in historical documentation; lifelong uncertainty, sadness, anxiety and separation among people, — and in the worst case, the hell of the religious war. There, both love and compassion for the unbelievers and the lost disappear, and must be replaced with just disgust for them, as they believe their God has.

The idea, the purpose, is for you to dare to reject the experience as a falsehood. Because, when you have experienced Divine Love and Compassion, you know that it is unconditional and truth. Then you have to stick to it. When you then receive the Perdition, you know that it is an impossibility, untruth and you can safely reject it.

At the time, I did not realize that this formed the beginning of a pattern: True vs. Reprehensible: that is; If you receive a statement from God that you think is completely unreasonable, you should dare to reject it, even if it is from God. God has Unconditional Love for you, and therefore he does not want you to accept unfair treatment either from people or from God, himself.

But a few years later; April/May 2020, happened that what should make it clear to me that there was a pattern of True / Reprehensible that I would have to deal with.

3rd round
A little anxiety, which soon disappeared. Now I noticed that I had another spirit in me. The thought communication showed that he cared for my family. I suddenly got a negative thought about them, which felt completely strange to me. And before I had time to consider it, a nerve sting shot from one foot to a certain point in my stomach as my whole body twitched. I did not like being even “punished” for a thought which I felt was not mine. Now I understood he at least cared for my family, and then it was OK. Later, he was quite humorous too. Sometimes, when I rehearsed on the guitar and played wrong, the spirit took on the freedom to complain with weak nerve stings in the toes. I told it to stop, but realized soon it was just teasing.
This autumn 2016, I was still communicating with the spirit. It was interesting and never scaring, because after DL&C, I had no anxious feelings to spirits. But for me, one thing was clear; the body was mine, and although he was ok, I thought it was time to friendly tell him leave me. So I chose to do as the mediums on a Norwegian TV-program — they told the spirit to “go towards the light». It worked for half an hour — then he was back again, communicating.
Later on, when I was lying on my back in the bed at night, arms and legs slightly spread, strange things occurred. It felt like something were done in my body. One night, lying as described, nothing had happened yet. Suddenly, during one full second, my left arm moved itself to the hip, where it was lying still. Now I knew he could override my will, and I definitively did not like it. I had not any intention, not one single thought about moving my arm. I thought it had gone far too long. Now my patience had ended. I mobilized all my bad will against it, tensed all my muscles and told him leave me. But no! He continued communicating as nothing had happened. Then I gave in. At least, he was both harmless and humorous, so I just let it pass.

The Spirit asks for acceptance
After a few months of communication, I was traveling to Lanzarote with a group of other people. The communication with the spirit was now extended and very interesting. But, who it was, I had no idea. I thought it was a “homeless”. The last few days before going home, I felt a grip on my left wrist, much like the sensation you get from the plastic strip as ticket to an outdoor concert. I was not comfortable with that.
The day for departure arrived. I had a shower, put on clean clothes; pants and a light T-shirt hanging loosely on the pants. I was ready to go down to the others waiting for me when I got the grip on my left wrist again, and the question: “Do you accept me?” For a moment I was in doubt, but thought; if this is a result of having got The Experience of Divine Love and Compassion, I can surely trust it. So I answered, “Yes.” The grip disappeared, I went down with a sack on my back and a suitcase. When they saw me, they said, “You have blood on your (right) elbow – and a little blood shower down on your shirt.» Surprised, I looked, saw the blood, but the wound was at the rear side of the joint, and not visible for me. Then a string sensation shot from my right wrist to the elbow – and the word «Blodsbrødre» «Brothers of Blood” stood in my head. I asked:» Is this you, Terje?”. Then came and click in the right ear for “Yes.” I was very happy, but in this situation I could not tell anything of what really happened. For the occasion, Terje was the helper to my steering spirit, my Dad , and in charge of the surgery. The helper is preferably one in the family, but can be anyone. He uses the right wrist to express compassion when things are difficult, while Dad uses the left. Dad is my steering spirit, and he was the one who asked for acceptance, but this I got to know exactly one year later. Because we had lost Terje, it was he, who at that time got all my attention. From now on, the the communication clicks were moved from left or right side of the nose bone – to the ears.

The wound was washed and plastered in a hurry. Back home the next day I looked at it in the mirror. Surprised again! A piece of skin, perfectly round, diameter ca 5 mm, had disappeared and left a perfectly round cylindrical hole all down to the bottom, the white sinew. As if a hole punch was used. Without me recognizing, and without any pain when it happened, or later when healing. The hole was completely clean; no blood, no clear fluid.

The time that followed was very interesting and exciting. In turn, I was shown with kind demonstrations that the spirit is in control of everything. He gives me a theme to ask about, and answers yes or no with a click in right or left ear. Gradually, the list of signals was expanded. He steers me to be the person I am destined to be in this life. The communication is quiet, pleasant, and with amusements in appropriate amounts.
I have come to realize that all my thinking, the one I have had all my life, is communication with the steering spirit. He controls my memory and makes sure it is as good or bad as it should be for me. He steers all the emotions, the will and the movements. Mood, all kinds of feelings, included sexual feelings and ability. Health: healthy / illness. He controls all kinds of bodily functions such as salivary secretion. During the demonstrations my mouth was all dried, when I asked him if I could get the saliva back. During one second the saliva was flooding. And I’m not exaggerating.

Everything is steered controlled according to how we are to be in the role we have in this life. He is connected «in parallell» with me, a little “in the forefront”, and so close that I think it is myself who is steering me. Makes me do what I shall do in my life. It is a wonderfully smart and practical scheme that is impossible to detect if one does not get the suspicion of how it works. And the suspicion – you don’t get it until the spirit gives it to you. He controls everything you need to understand and not understand. He gives me dreams, daydreams, thought performances. All kinds of planning. On a continuous daily basis; in small glimpses, he reminds me what to do. For example: If I’m going to drive to the town, and wonder if I forgot something – then the thought picture (pictogram) of the mobile phone pops into my memory – I go inside, pick it up, and when ready to drive, the picture of the water bottle pops up, etc. You see, I have stopped to blame myself when I forget. And I don`t blame Dad either, because he is also steered, by God.
The steering spirit, the free helping spirit and myself; all three of us are in simultaneous thought contact with each other, but without me sharing their communication with other steering spirits. The helper comments and confirms sometimes with knocks in whatever, a wall, a thermostat not in use. A tree trunk or a street light steel post,(if we see something beautiful passes by) Always synchronously close behind the thought or my question – quite fun and enjoyable!
All of us bakes bread, cream cake with strawberries, eats dinner, drinks coffee, walks in the mountains, pics wild berries, fishing in the sea and whatever else I do, and thought I did alone. And I feel all right. They can change places, change to steer me. My innermost privacy is gone for ever, good bye! – and I don`t care.

Tickles my nose and mouth
They can make plans for fun events, and arrange everything to occur in accordance with the plan. And when things happens, and the good replies from the parties come, it happens that Dad tickles me around my nose, like with a broom of fine down.
If I think I have reason to be a bit sour by “shit happening”, and it lasts too long…then he tickles me around the nose, and I am not able to hold back the laughter.
It has been very amusing to get insight in this little innocent Divine betray for our loved ones to have a body to stay in, and for keeping all of us guilt-free. I’m completely amazed that this is possible!

Everyone can get contact with the steering spirit and also get the experience of Divine Love and Compassion without going through what I have done. Because, now is the secret of life after death revealed by one person./strong>

Important: If you have had parents or relatives who treated you bad, and who now are your steering spirit, it is important to trust that they, for some reason, was steered to be like that. As steering spirit you are released for that role. Then apologizing, forgiving and reconciliation can be done. And if you then feel safe to accept the spirit, as ai did, you may get the experience of Divine Love and Compassion. The steering spirit is the one who can relay it from God.

From here, much more can be deduced about everyday life. Now you can, for example, try to find out for yourself who steers you or the person you live with. When a couple goes to bed, there are two more close relatives from both sides who are joining the couple. Those who have passed away. Four..or that the steering spirit and the helper have changed roles to share the benefits From my youth I remember it was said that in the Bible it should be written something like this: In heaven is not taken for marriage – and is not given for marriage. Just go online and see, it’s right. A new piece of the puzzle has fallen into place for me. And a new and better future has opened up.

Science, Benjamin Libet
The scientific research of the american neurologist, Benjamin Libet, showed that we do have not free will — that our choices are already determened when we, ourselves, make a conscious choice. 17 universities from many countries have joined forces to find the explanation. Maybe they also can try to get in touch with the steering spirit. With three microphones, one in each ear and one on the throat, communication can be easily recorded, especially when I am writing.

Nicolas Notowitch. The book: La Vie Inconnue de Jésus-Christ
First I will emphazise that I have all possible respect for what Jesus, Issa was, as told in both Christian and Bouddhist texts, and for the the tragic treatment he got as crucified. What he was teaching concerning human coexistence, is still the best recipe for peace: Unconditional love, respect trust and compassion for each other.

On the Internet I came across a book about the unknown life of Jesus, written by the Russian Nicolas Notowitch in 1894. From 1878— 1887, he travelled to India and Kashmir, where Jesus, as a young boy, lived and studied buddhism. The book tells that, after the custom, Jesus was to be married at the age of 12-13. He did not want to, and escaped east to India with a trading caravan to become a buddhist monk. Notowitch visited the Hemis Monastery, one of the places Jesus had lived while in India. There he saw copies of the ancient holy scriptures about the life of Jesus – Issa. He had the scrolls read, translated and written down, and published in French, “La vie inconnue de Jésus-Christ.”

In the original language, French, I wrote down the entire narrative that deals with Jesus’ life and ministry from birth to trial, in which he was sentenced to death. I put it through google translator — into Norwegian — and got reasonable good sight into what had happened.

Following the ravages of the Romans in Israel, he would return to comfort his suffering people, his brothers and sisters, as he called them. They welcomed him with open arms. The rulers put in power, were scared of a possibly uprising, and arrested him. Everything that was said by the parts, during the trial, was written down. The arguments. How the old wise Hebrews defended Jesus, and wanted Pilate to release him — because Jesus was talking about God as king, not that he, himself, would become king in Israel. Finally, in a rage, Pilate sentenced Jesus to death and acquitted the two robbers. The old, wise Hebrews washed their hands to show they were not guilty of the unjust judgment.

The Christian version of the drama, is opposite: The robbers were also crucified, and Pilate was washing his hands. I do not know what is right, but think the ancient Buddhist texts of that time may be more to be trusted, than later oral traditions.

Joar Hoel Larsen
Recently I came across a correspondent letter from Joar Hoel Larsen, December 24th. 2011, on the life of Jesus in India. When Jesus was buried and the tomb was later found empty, he had survived because of his body control abilities as a monk. Together with his mother, Maria, they were helped to get east, and after 16 years, they came to Kashmir. There he lived until he died, 80 years old. Ever since that time, he has been both known and esteemed by the people there until our time.

Tor Alvestad,
Toppsundveien 1315,
9423 Grøtavær.