In the afternoon I went into the barn to look at the rabbits that our children had. I felt a little sorry for them because I had not yet arranged a place for them outside in the summer sun. As I looked at them, this happened:
The Experience of Divine Love and Compassion
My heart, my entire chest, my body were filled with a Love, Compassion and Joy, so good that it is indescribable. Along with this, I had an “inner” vision of being bathed in a pale golden light.
The experience lasted about 15 – 20 seconds before it slowly disappeared — while I tried to hold on to it to make it last longer.
The love and compassion felt very clearly coming from myself. I had neither thought about nor asked for the compassion. It also had its center in my heart. I was so happy that it was really possible to experience this, because in reality I had almost no expectations of anything at all. I just wanted to find out if it was possible or not. When you have this experience, you know that Divine Love and Compassion are unconditional.
This experience sweeps away all notions of both doom and evil spirits, if one had them. There is no place for such in this love. It also gave me unlimited confidence in what might happen later. I also realized that most things are possible. From now on, the promise to become a Christian became both unnecessary and an impossibility. But because I had promised it, I told no one about the experience. It might perhaps be taken as income for the religion. But what I had now entered into, I could never have imagined…
The Effect of the Experience. In the years that followed, I lived without any fear or anxiety about life after death, even though I did not know where it would be. Never any obligations to worship, give thanks, or pray. But I did give thanks occasionally when I thought back on this unimaginably good experience I had. It was inevitable that I would sometimes wonder if this was the experience that Jesus and others in the East had had. I couldn’t imagine anything higher than what I had received.
(When I found out about the Duel between God and Satan in 2023; and that I had been God`s candidate in it, I realized that no one else but those who have been candidates at every turn of the millennium going back in time, have had this experience).
“SATAN, THE GOD OF WRATH” for religious people
……Unaware of what was to happen that night, I went to bed.
“The Meeting” with Satan, the “God of Wrath” of religions
I dreamed that I came into the kitchen and discovered to my horror that three enormous large, live fish were writhing on the floor: a catfish, a tusk and a ling. I was in panic as to get them hidden and away. When I turned around, I saw the catfish had climbed up the wall and was on its way out of the window that was horizontally open. I had to get it — get it in, so that no one would discover this terrible incident. I got hold of the skin of the neck, which felt dry, carried it out to the bathroom and laid it with its head over the drain, — found a stick and hit it on the head. Immediately blood began to trickle straight out of the skin all over its head and trickled down into the gutter. Finally I heard only breathing sounds, as if from an open pipe — and now the dream ended abruptly!
It was as if a hatch in hell had been blown open by a fiery-colored storm of terrifying devilry — which hit me in the head, rushed through my body with a loud roar of wind that disappeared in a whoosh — and I lay there in shock, terrified, stunned! My God, I said quietly. I lay there for a while to get back to my senses, and then looked at the clock: And there, in red numbers, 3.16 shone towards me. Then it dawned on me that now I was going to be forced — to become a Christian, as I had promised. It was awful — despairing… What I had considered impossible after 1979, I should now be forced to do…
The end was that I rejected everything connected with religion, and continued to be the one I was before, – without religion: glad, enjoyed life, no worries about death.
The game is over, and Satan does not exist. If you become religious, or if you already are religious, you are bothering God by being Satan for you. Instead, pass on the “Message from God”. Then he will save you from being hurt or killed for the rest of your life. Even if in a nuclear war you will be saved. And you will get full rights in the Paradise we soon will have. When you pass on the Message to others, you also give them the opportunity for the same.