The summer 1979
THE EXPERIENCE OF DIVINE LOVE AND COMPASSION
…..In the afternoon I went into the barn to look at the rabbits that our children had. I felt a little sorry for them because I had not yet arranged a place for them outside in the summer sun. As I looked at them, this happened:
The Experience of Divine Love and Compassion
My heart, my entire chest, my body were filled with a Love, Compassion and Joy, so good that it is indescribable. Along with this, I had an “inner” vision of being bathed in a pale golden light.
The experience lasted about 20 seconds before it slowly disappeared — while I tried to hold on to it to make it last longer.
The love and compassion felt very clearly coming from myself. I had neither thought about nor asked for the compassion. It also had its center in my heart. I was so happy that it was really possible to experience this, because in reality I had almost no expectations of anything at all. I just wanted to find out if it was possible or not. When you have this experience, you know that Divine Love and Compassion are unconditional.
This experience sweeps away all notions of both doom and evil spirits, if one had them. There is no place for such in this love. It also gave me unlimited confidence in what might happen later. I also realized that most things are possible.
The Effect of the Experience. In the years that followed, I lived without any fear or anxiety about life after death, even though I did not know where it would be. Never any obligations to worship, give thanks, or pray. But I did give thanks occasionally when I thought back on this unimaginably good experience I had. It was inevitable that I would sometimes wonder if this was the experience that Jesus and others in the East had had. I couldn’t imagine anything higher than what I had received. That was my opinion by then, – but;
(When I found out about the Duel between God and Satan in 2023; and that I had been God`s candidate in it, I realized that no one else but those who have been candidates at every turn of the 2000 millennium going back in time, have had this experience).
The game is over, and Satan does not exist. God is bound to steering every one of us, no matter what we do in our life. If you become religious, or if you already are religious, you are bothering God by being Satan for you. Instead, leave your religion and pass on the “Message from God”. Then he will save you from being wounded or killed for the rest of your life. Even if in a nuclear war you will be saved. And you will get full rights in the Paradise we soon will have. When you pass on the Message to others, you also give them the opportunity for the same.
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2nd Round of the Duel. 20116
Led Away from God by Satan, the God of Wrath
From childhood, John 3.16, “for God so loved the world” etc…. had given an association to Jesus, without any particular event having been connected to it. But there were a couple of times that I woke up in the middle of the night, lay for a while – and then looked at the digital clock with red numbers. — 3.16 it showed. Funny, but a coincidence, I thought. About three months later it happened again. Coincidence, I thought once again. But at the same time I found it a little strange, somewhat disturbing.
After the unimaginable experience in 1979, I never needed any kind of human therapy for anything, and not now while this was happening. But I was curious about what others had of spiritual experiences. So when I found a program on the Internet about unconditional love, which was supposed to eliminate things I had said or done to others, but never had the opportunity to regret or apologize for, I tried it. The theme came as a sentence written on a light gray background in my field of vision, — awake with my eyes closed. A few letters in the middle formed words that gave a hint about the incident in question. The rest went into doodles towards the ends. One day it was empty, nothing on the gray “board”. Unaware of what was to happen that night, I went to bed.
The encounter with Satan, the “God of Wrath” of religions: Remember that Satan does not exist, but was a role that God himself took to keep us guiltless in relation to himself when he could not stop us from doing evil to other people. Showing us that some of us would become like Satan, using the right of the strongest, and forcing the good and kind to fight for them. If we just were allowed to do as we wanted long enough, it would go completely wrong, as it is now. If you want peace, then pass on the Message from God. Then he will take over and stop the evil ones, and give us peace and justice. Everything else is useless.
I dreamed that I came into the kitchen and discovered to my horror that three large, live fish were writhing on the floor: a catfish, a tusk and a ling. I was in despair on how to get rid of them, hidden and away. When I turned around, I saw the catfish had climbed up the wall and was on its way out of the window, which was horizontally open. I had to get it—get it in, so that no one would discover this terrible incident. I got hold of the skin of its neck, which felt dry, carried it out to the bathroom and laid it with its head over the drain—found a stick and hit it on the head. Immediately blood began to trickle straight out of the skin all over its head and trickled down into the drain. Finally I heard only breathing sounds, as from an open pipe—and now the dream ended abruptly!
It was as if a hatch in the purgatorium of hell had blown open by a glow-colored storm of terrifying devilry — which hit me in the head, ripped through my body with a loud roar—and I lay there in shock, terrified, stunned! My God, I said quietly. After a while, then looked at the clock: There, in red numbers, 3.16 shone towards me. Then it dawned on me that now I was going to be persuaded – become a Christian, as I had promised. It was terrible – despairing… What I had considered impossible after 1979, I was now going to be forced to do…
If I had experienced this as the person I was before the Experience in 1979, and without any reason just had this, I would probably have been so terrified of having such a “visit” again, that I would have lost my mind, been in a panicky fear of dying, – for the rest of my life. But here the Experience of Divine Love and Compassion became an anchor that saved me.
Now followed a persistent demand to go to a priest and become a Christian, as I had promised. Mocking and mocking dreams at night because I refused. The last dream became so frightening that I no longer dared to refuse, but decided to get it done. It was a humiliation so enormous that it is difficult to describe
Now followed a persistent demand to go to a priest and become a Christian, as I had promised. Mocking and mocking dreams at night because I refused. The last dream became so frightening that I no longer dared to refuse, but decided to get it done, – go to the priest and become a Christian. It was a humiliation so enormous that it is difficult to describe. After the priest had said his part, I was rejected by “Satan” with a vision for open eyes of a glacier front in white, gray tones and black. The next day: A vision down into the realm of deaths, – a kneeling figure facing me, – together with the terrible feelings of Perdition. (Both parts do not exist either) Later I had to pick off myself all the Christianity that “Satan” wanted to force on me.
This is how Satan would have done it, if he had existed. The game is over, and no one will ever experience this as I did. But God made this game where he himself had to take this heavy role as Satan, the God of Wrath. So if you are thinking of becoming religious, then don’t do it. Because as God rule all of us, you will be a sorrow for God by being Satan for you. Therefore, leave your religion and pass on the “Message from God”. Then he will save you from being hurt or killed for the rest of your life. Even in a nuclear war, you will be saved. And you will get full rights in the Paradise which already is under restoring. The same protection and rights that will count when the Paradise is fully restored. When you pass on the Message to others, you also give them the same opportunity..