I’m sorry to say that this page has been empty, without text, for a long time. The main reason for that is the politics I am involved in around the terrible crime that the US State Mafia with its boss, Joe Biden, has committed against all of Scandinavia, Ukraine and all of Eastern and Western Europe countries, by giving us mafia offers that turned our leaders into puppets for them.
CHRONOLOGIC FROM CHILDHOOD
I had a good and exciting childhood in the 50s-60s Ytre Grytøy, the sub-arctic natur paradise for kids to grow up, where most people made a living from fishing and small farms. As we grew, we had almost free access to play everywhere; in the mountains, on the shores, on the quays and the sea, where it suited us. There were quite a lot of people around, – and help, if needed. We came home when we were hungry, and that was the normal. We learned to take care of ourselves.
The only thing that made horror for me in this paradise, was when I seldom visited, or had to be at Christian meetings and congregations, where there was silence, fear of God and preaching about life, the afterlife and the perdition. For me, it did not leave a single trace of joy. Therefore, I mostly stayed away, and thus I had a happy childhood. Luckily, no one in my family was Christian, but according to Christian preaching, they were doomed to perish if they did not repent. Then the grown-ups would be thrown into hell to burn forever, either when they died or when the day of judgment came. If that day came while I was still a child, I would, because of Jesus, go straight to heaven, while the rest of the family would go to hell.
As a 13-14 year old boy, I tried to imagine the scenario at the edge of the blazing hell. Jesus was going to pick me up and had to tear me apart from the others. Then the devil came and threw my loved ones out to burn forever. How could I thrive in heaven, thinking of the destiny they got? That would be my hell forever. The only solution I could think of, was that God didn’t let me remember it. But again, I thought it was awful. I could not imagine God being so angry and stern. Why did he have to get Jesus killed before he could be with his creatures? “Heaven” became just an emergency solution where I would never thrive. After this performance, I found it impossible to trust religion and did not let this eclipse my happy youth.
Yet, as a youth, I was of the opinion that there had to be a god, a creator behind all the wonderful life and the entire universe. But I have never been able to make any figurative conception of God. I thought that love, and divine love had to be unconditional. Jesus’ attitude to other people, to the outcast, the poor and the sick, his recipe for peaceful coexistence; love, respect, trust and care for each other, resonated with me. Moreover, he spoke against the abuse of power. But of course, one does not have to be religious to have such attitudes. I thought that if there was a God, it could be possible to make contact without any mediator from religious communities.
Research on my own body
I have always refused to believe blindly, but rather, by my own experience, tried to find out what is true and to trust. Throughout the history of medical science, students have made far worse experiments on themselves than I did in the early 1970s. I had heard that a week’s fast would, on the seventh day, give an extraordinarily good feeling, but wanted to test the claim. Late autumn, and with body work, did not provide the most ideal conditions for the experiment. After two days, my half-tight nose, which had troubled me for most of my life, had become completely open. But after three days, the resting heart rate had dropped to 45, and then I was unsure if it was safe to continue, so I stopped the experiment, even though I felt OK. Water / liquid takes away the feeling of hunger. Then it was also interesting to know how it feels to be without food for so long. Apparently it was this attitude that led to my spiritual experiment.
(When I wrote the text below, I had no idea that I would become God’s candidate in a Game, a Duel between God and “Satan” about who would be allowed to call himself God for the people on Earth. That is why I have put in parentheses what I first got to know about in late autumn 2023; (The Game and the Duel with Satan)
In 1979, at the age of 33, I read about a woman in this country who had had a spiritual experience of love. I believed that if there was a God, it should be possible to achieve contact without any intermediary from religious communities. I also wanted to test the biblical statement: “Ask, and you will receive, etc.” To stay clear of everything that had to do with religion, I wanted to address God directly. And here you have it verbatim what I said with my mouth — because I wanted to hear it myself anyway: “Dear God,” but then the thought came (from “Satan”): “and Jesus, if necessary” — so I said it too — “I would like to experience divine love, like this woman I read about.” I was unsure of what was necessary, so I added the next thought I had (from “Satan”): “I will become a Christian, if I get love first.” Because I had heard that it gave an extraordinarily good feeling. I took all of this with me, because I knew that I would do this only once, and never again. If I were to do this today, I would not bring anything from religion, but in short, I would just say that I wanted the experience of Divine Love and Compassion.
If there was to be a positive answer, I expected to get it right away, but it did not come. Afterwards I had no expectations of anything, and just wanted to put it behind me. But now I felt a little anxiety that lasted all day and into the next. And it was new to me. In the afternoon I went into the barn to check on the rabbits that our children had. I felt a little sorry for them because I had not yet arranged a place for them outside in the summer sun. As I looked at them, it suddenly happened:
The Experience of Divine Love and Compassion
My heart, my whole chest, my body were filled with a Love, Compassion and a Joy, so good and beautiful that it is indescribable. The whole experience was bathed in an “inner” vision of a pale golden light. It lasted about 15-20 seconds before it slowly disappeared, while I tried to hold on to it to make it last longer.
The Love and Compassion felt very clearly coming from myself, and was directed at the rabbits. How it was possible, remained a mystery to me for a long time. I had neither thought about nor asked for Compassion. It felt like having a center in my heart. I was so happy that it was really possible to experience this, because from the beginning I really had almost no expectations of anything at all. I just wanted to find out if it was possible or not. When you have this experience, you know that God exists, and that Divine Love and Compassion are unconditional.
It sweeps away all notions of both Perdition and evil spirits, if one were to have them. There is no place for such in this Love. It also gave me unlimited trust in what might happen later. I also realized that most things are possible. From now on, the promise to become a Christian became both unnecessary and an impossibility. But because I had promised it, I told no one about the experience. It might perhaps be taken as income for the religion.
Even though I did not believe in The Perdition, The Loss in the years before, I was just uneasy because I did not know anything. Afterwards, the unsecurity about life after death disappeared, even though I did not know where it would be, or what to spend the time with. I never had fear of God, was never required to worship, thank, or pray. I was exempt from all such things, as is the case when you have a good human father. It was inevitable in the years that I would sometimes wonder if this was the experience that Jesus, like others in the East, had had. In fact, I could not imagine anything higher than this. (That’s what I thought at the time. But when I received a communication from my steering spirit in 2023 that I had been the candidate in a Duel that had occurred at the turn of every 2000 years, I also realized that no one else but the candidates before me had received it in the 6000 years that had passed since the dissolution of Paradise in Mesopotamia
In 2012 I began to tell about the experience I had in 1979. Then began what I first called THE PROGRAM, but which is the Duel between God and “Satan” on whom to be called god for people on Earth. .Satan does not exist. It was just a heavy role God took in a Game me made for us. Read God speaks to Mankind in the Menu….to be continued